Chipmunk night.

I just woke up. I got my wisdom teeth pulled today, 3 of them and I still can't feel the lower side of my face. it's kinda pissing me off now. I had coffee this afternoon after I got back and I swear, I was like a baby drinking from a glass for the first time, spilling shit everywhere. I am going to stay in tonight so this is gonna be a good night to contemplate on everything.

Yesterday, after I got back from work, I ran with Mark and while we were there, the navy were doing their afternoon PT, we saw our friend Davis, he invited us to Shady's to get some drinks and food. Since I ran twice that day, one during morning PT and one with Mark, i deserved a burger. I was texting Justin that afternoon after he got off duty, he wanted to get a beer with me and Mark but we already told Davis we're going so I invited him instead. He actually got there before us. I sat at the very end of the long table, Mark was on my left and Justin was on my right side. We were having a great night, taking shots, talking to our new navy friends, and eating really good burger since it was my last meal for the next few days. we were kissing and holding each other's hands while talking to them. I was talking to Mark about some bullshit and I heard him talking about a wife. Everyone that we just met assumed I was the wife they were talking about. Mark was getting mad because we just had a talk about how we both agreed that our 'fling' is going to stop soon. Mark really is the big brother that I didn't get a chance to grow up with. He cares about me in a whole different way and he shows it awkwardly. We got back onbase around 930 and while we were at the smoke pit, he was talking to Mark about enlisting for 6 years. I said something and he just kissed me to shut me up. We were talking to this one guy from another squadron and he accidentally talked about his wife. That was the second time so I was kinda tipsy and pissed off so I told him I'm going to my room. We walked back inside the squadron and I saw Joseph there, I gave him a hug and we were talking, I saw Justin talking to this girl in CQ and she asked for him number, I came over and pulled out my phone, looked for his name and gave it to her, I told her "by the way, he's mine, so don't even think about it". she said, "oh, don't worry, i'm just going to harrass him". I walked away and Justin followed me. he asked me howcome I could talk and hug other guys but he can't talk to a friend. I questioned his decision about us stopping what we've been doing and asked if that girl was the reason. He got mad at me for saying it. We both got jealous, and that is not good. We were texting after curfew and we he explained to me everything. In my head, I didn't need an explanation, I am in no position to get jealous. but then again, he wasn't either. Why does he care if I hug another guy? He's the one that I kissed good night, he was the one I texted before I went to bed. So even if we were 'together' there wasnt any reason to be jealous.

His best friend escorted me to my oral surgery today. Alex was really helpful today. He got me everything I needed and he even took care of me while I was drooling my face with blood and saliva. I need to get him a gift, he deserves a ps3 game or something. He's even checking up on me right now.

It's time for percocet.